Who Stole My Crayons?

Current Mood: Confused

yo, wtf… where have i been…. stops, thinks… thinks more… busy, unmotivated and uninterested… yes all at the same time….

update- the short version: got new baby ferret, a curious george. he is already spoiled rotten and the big boys are not to thrilled with him.  got a laptop and a free ipod (after mail in rebate). work is work….. same shit different day aka too much to do and too little time or patience.  nothing to exciting except maybe drinking at bingo  and seeing space ghost at work

my fall class started so i figured time to get off my butt and be somewhat constructive, scary i know.

Current Mood: Confused

i have no freakin idea what i want to be when i grow up? do i even want to grow up? scary…. and quite possibly over rated. i am feeling pretty disenchanted with myself and life at the moment. basically bored, lost, confused and procrastinating everything. i actually don’t really feel like doing anything at the moment. i don’t like my job but i don’t dislike it either, basically just bored with it. stuck between doing the daily grind stuff and getting into the actual managing of stuff. school is really a big pain in my ass right now and i’ve adjusted my course load. i know i need to get my degree but there are only so many hours in the day (and so much sanity). i really need to get in shape (cause my ass is larger than i’d like) but i find it hard at the moment to eat right and commit time to regularly workout. it seems like i don’t really have time for me. i want to do some different things but just can’t seem to get motivated to invest the effort in them. maybe i’m having some sort of quarter life crisis. i think i need to work on having some sort of direction or goal, setting/adjusting priorities or some annoying adult sounding crap like that. sounds icky but necessary…… i just need to create some balance in my life cause i can’t do everything, everyplace all the time.

i found a piece of hello kitty merchandise that i don’t have

 http://www.kittyhell.com/2007/07/22/hello-kitty-bong/

something you don’t see everyday

Current Mood: Esctatic

i just looked at my calendar and remembered that i have MANSON tickets woohoo. he will be at merriweather on the 30th. (dances around room with irritated ferret) i have a weird thing for manson. he’s not the top of the list of celebrities i’d fuck but he’s definitly in the top 10 baby! (i am sure that bjb is dry heaving as she reads this)

So ask your self before you get in,
I know the insurance won’t cover this.
Are you the rabbit
Or the headlight,
And is there
Room in your life
For one more breakdown?

You can’t escape,
Can’t escape
All your demons.

-marilyn manson, are you the rabbit?

Current Mood: Eek

if you have every tried to borrow a cd from me, you can understand the significance of this. i have gone through all my cds and put them all back in the correct boxes. GASP. yes all of them, including the ones in the car, in the boys room, the pile on the stereo, the stack up next to my computer and even the ones i found under the bed (that pepi had hidden). i know…. very scary… bjb will be happy though since she has wanted to come raid my collection for some time but i kept putting it off cause i knew we wouldn’t be able to find anything. now everything is where it should be… well at least for a few days anyway

in connection with this adventure, i also went through all my videos games and cleaned out the unused gamecube, wii, ps2, xbox and DS games. then promptly went to trade them in and get new games. and in case you were wondering, with the exception of hello kitty rollar rescue and wii bowling, i generally suck at video games. but i enjoy them none the less. i have even been known to have people come over and unlock games so i can play them (like car racing games) or get people drunk so i stand a better chance.
heehee

Current Mood: Bored

what should i be doing? reading, studying, working on homework thats due this week

what am i doing? drinking a natty, spoiling edward, yelling at loki and dancing around my room with pepi to cypress hill (one of pepi’s favorite bands)

it was brought to my attention today that i hadn’t posted here in a while. which surprised me cause i really didn’t think anyone actually read it except for that one post about light sabers….. (people don’t leave comments or anything so i wonder)

life has been kind of shitty lately and my usual spring seasonal depression and ocd attack (which makes me clean and throw lots of stuff away) has started early. so far i have cleaned my office at work, my book bag, bought 2 pairs of shoes, one funky coat and one expensive purse (which nothing fits into). i have already started thinking of stuff to go through, stuff that sucks i need to change and how to rearrange furniture (yet again).

i signed up for 3 classes this summer (yes i am crazy) so my vacation will consist of one 4 day weekend with the girls at yoda’s mom’s boyfriends house in chrisfield on the eastern shore the weekend before classes start. i am hoping to finish classes by the end of ‘08 if i can. wish me luck