Who Stole My Crayons?

Current Mood: Happy

mmmmmmm, have reservations tonight at ruth chris tonight with ccb and rr. yum can’t wait.  tasty beverage, tasty food, gift cert and summer special menu.

you know you are jealous

Current Mood: Argh

so i actually had a dream. actually i probably dream a bunch but i just usually never remember any of them.  this morning is did.

it was a seemingly long bizzarre dream which lots of uneventful silliness and strangness that i won’t get into… but then i was in a weird office and someone i didn’t really know came up and just laid me off. wtf? then someone i do know at work (who is not known to be pleasant) came up and was like here’s your packet and handed me the infamous white envelope.  then she smiled and walked away. (not a fake smile the big ‘haha’ smile)

i was pissed, really pissed (asshats) and had a mini hissy fit including throwing my crappy work phone, making a loud statement alone the lines of ‘are you serious? this is bullshit’ and i left.  then i woke up and i was pissed. lol

so now i sit here an wonder, was the dream a product of unending stress at work that includes more job responsibility changes and constant worry about the next ‘redcution in force’ or it a preminission of things to come….  hummmmm….. i think i’ll be working on my resume later just to be safe (and secretly stash some boxes so i can slowly bring some personal stuff home from my office)

what a great way to start the weekend

Current Mood: Eek

yes bad me, no posting

been a bit crazy with multiple layoffs at work and another rumored to be soon (but i’m still there), but no raises, no bonus’, no 401k match… wonder what they will cut next?

my job roles have changed at least 3 times and i just got my 2009 goals (and the year is half freakin over)  luckily some are done but one won’t make the timeline, oh well tough shit

harddrive in the lappy died last month, thank goodness for applecare because i about had a coronary thinking it was dead and luckily had backed up the entire harddrive 2 weeks before-only lost some music and itunes was nice enough to let me re-download it

finally recognized/realized that i cannot take two college classes, work full time, take care of 3 ferret, keep the condo semi clean and stay sane all at the same time.  new plan it for one class at a time (yes it will take longer but oh well) and set asside some me time

decided to change my major to information systems management with a minor in business admin since i do so much IT crap now may as well get paid for it (plus way more options in that field)  i wonder if i’ll ever finish school at this point

well off to make dinner that i should have started half an hour ago but was busy goofing off with the boys