Who Stole My Crayons?

Current Mood: Confused

i have no freakin idea what i want to be when i grow up? do i even want to grow up? scary…. and quite possibly over rated. i am feeling pretty disenchanted with myself and life at the moment. basically bored, lost, confused and procrastinating everything. i actually don’t really feel like doing anything at the moment. i don’t like my job but i don’t dislike it either, basically just bored with it. stuck between doing the daily grind stuff and getting into the actual managing of stuff. school is really a big pain in my ass right now and i’ve adjusted my course load. i know i need to get my degree but there are only so many hours in the day (and so much sanity). i really need to get in shape (cause my ass is larger than i’d like) but i find it hard at the moment to eat right and commit time to regularly workout. it seems like i don’t really have time for me. i want to do some different things but just can’t seem to get motivated to invest the effort in them. maybe i’m having some sort of quarter life crisis. i think i need to work on having some sort of direction or goal, setting/adjusting priorities or some annoying adult sounding crap like that. sounds icky but necessary…… i just need to create some balance in my life cause i can’t do everything, everyplace all the time.